I’ll start with this. I have been agonizing for weeks over a post I had been thinking about making. Ultimately I never did it. This place is full of posts where you come clean to people about these very specific shortcomings about yourself or something and then people all come together and validate it for you. The thing is, I love my life. I found an awesome woman and we have slowly and systematically been compiling our shit together to make life totally fucking awesome for the both of us. Within the last yearish we got married, bought a house and (surprisingly after the house) our income grew by nearly 30%. Then we got a puppy from a shelter and his mom who was also at the shelter. My life is really fun and happy. We don’t really feel the recession because if we did we wouldn’t buy stupid expensive wine right? We have a full rock band set up. And in the next couple of years we will have kids. I’ve done some things wrong in the past. And I’ve done some things right. I often realize that I do not in anyway deserve what I have.

Also, You took my best man. He’s local and he just moved. I wasn’t even asked to help. I’d call in sick for him. Or even waste vacation days for him.  But no call.

My big concern this week is that I want to switch over to french cuffs and start a sexy collection of cuff links. Thing is, I’m already at about 18% french cuffs and I have and or  have on order a good collection of cuff links. I feel like an ass rubbing it in, but that’s not what I’m doing I’m just not lying to you and being silly for once.

I’m really sorry all y’all are having your problems. Some worse, some not so. I’m really sorry. If you want to talk please, dig me up and I will talk all you want but I have thought this out for a while and the daily cost of being here is too much for me.

I thank you all. I love you all. Find happiness.